Review ~ The Shrike And The Shadows: The Witch Of Krume Book 1

Parliament Press has a lot of amazing books! If you haven’t checked them out, you totally should!
The Shrike And The Shadows will be released March 3, 2020

Authors: Chantal Gadoury & A.M. Wright/ Publisher: Parliament Press

Synopsis: The village of Krume is plagued by a haunted wood and a hungry witch. It’s been that way for as long as Hans and Greta can remember, though they have never seen the witch themselves, no one has. When men start to disappear once again in the cover of night- their bloody hearts turning up on doorsteps- the village falls into frenzied madness. Hans and Greta, two outcasts orphans, find themselves facing accusations of witchcraft and are met with an ultimatum: burn at the stake or leave the village forever. With nowhere else to go, they abandon their only home. As they venture into the strange forest, their path is fraught with horrific creatures, wild and vivid hallucinations, and a mysterious man tied to the witch’s past. The Shrike is watching, just beyond the deep darkness of the woods.

I had a feeling this book would be right up my alley, and it was!

My first impression as I dove into it was that it gave off the vibe of the show Salem… but crossed with the tale of Hansel and Gretel.

Except this story was nothing like the traditional tale, it was definitely its own creation.

Hansel and Gretel have had to manage life on their own since the death of their father. Hansel spends much of his time in the village bar or in the company of females, while Gretel has taken on the responsibilities.

The village of Krume isn’t a safe place for families. For many years it’s been tormented by evil. There is a danger that emerges from the woods, a Shrike, sent out to hunt by the witch of the woods.

(According to the intro; a Shrike is a type of bird with a strong, hooked and toothed bill that impale their prey on thorns or suspend it from branches to tear it apart more easily, and are said to kill more than is necessary to eat.)

Nobody knows when it will strike, but there’s no doubt who its prey is: males. The shrike is kind enough to leave a token of appreciation on the doorstep for the family of its victims to find: the victim’s heart.

When the witch sets her sights on Hansel and Gretel interrupts the attempt, the witch sets her wrath on the village. When the reverend sees Hansel spared during the attack, he declares Gretel to be the witch behind it all and they are left with no choice but to flee into the very woods where the witch presides, also the woods that took their mother’s life-violently.

If they can make it through the woods, they might find solace in the next village over.

That’s a big IF.

The witch is tricky and manipulative, she will stop at nothing to get what she wants: Hansel.

I enjoyed this book so much! I loved the atmosphere, and I especially appreciated that the form of writing FELT like an old fairytale throughout.

I do have to say that I think it has a lull in the middle to end that seems to slow it down a bit in pacing, and I personally felt that some of the scenes at the end were more distracting than anything, (personal opinion!) but I loved all the tricks the witch threw at them, and the ending was GREAT!

I will definitely be recommending this one, and I hope there will be more installments to be read in the future, too!!

Special thanks to #parliamenthousepress and #netgalley for the advanced copy for review! All opinions are my own!

This book is due for release on March 3, 2020

Happy reading!!

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Bloody GREAT book! Review: Blood Countess, upcoming book by Lana Popovic 🍷

Blood Countess will be released on January 28, 2020

5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Guys. Let me introduce you to what might be one of my new favorite reads.

SALISBURY STEAK, this was good!

If you aren’t familiar with the premise, this is a fictional novel based off of the actual historical figure of Countess Elizabeth Bathory, who became known as the Blood Countess because she was actually put to death in 1614 for the alleged murders of at least 600 young women. It was said she would bathe in their blood and even drink it in a quest to retain her beauty. ☠️🤢

The way that the author crafted this story was so brilliant.

I was expecting a bloody horror story, but instead I got a surprise: this was a tale that didn’t need all the gore. (So if you aren’t a fan, you’ll be happy to know that you can probably enjoy this book too!)

We are told our tale from the eyes of a young Anna Darvulia. Anna was from a poor family working as a healer when she was “fortunate” enough to be asked to work as the Countess’s chambermaid, a position that will feed her family and then some.

From the second she arrives, we begin to see the first inklings of what amounts to a delicious mindf**k that just escalates more and more.

This book didn’t need the gore because the actual horror was witnessing the manipulation, gaslighting, the cat and mouse games, the withholding of love and the punishments for not doing what was asked. Anna is tricked and trapped before she even knows what’s hit her.

We get a front row seat as a young girl is psychologicallly unraveled and its almost got this feeling like if you were watching an animal that caught it’s prey, but not to eat. When they play with it, let it go, catch it again…

THAT’S the part that was so unnerving to me in this story, to hear the story of what was happening (yes, she was doing some BAD stuff up in there!) from Anna’s perspective, but knowing that Anna was a victim too.

Aaaaah! I LOVED this book so much!

So, THANK YOU! to @abramskids @piquebeyond @netgalley for the advanced copy (all opinions are my own 😉)

So grateful for these things.

This book is coming out January 28, 2020, and I say GET IT! 🤣

#bloodcountess #netgalley #piquebeyond #abramskids #bookreview #bookblogger

Upcoming book release: The Guinevere Deception by Kiersten White. My thoughts…

The Guinevere Deception comes out November 5th!

I got a super last-minute approval to review this book, so I dropped everything and binge read it in 2 days.

The rest of the time has been spent trying to figure out how to put my thoughts down in a way that didn’t sound too negative, but also expressed my feelings in a truthful manner.

Basically, this wasn’t what I was expecting, and I’m feeling a bit disappointed. WOMP. Maybe I just have a harsher view than others because anything to do with Camelot/King Arthur is like holy ground for me? I don’t know.

I DO know that the concept had so much more potential than the final product.

Let me just put out there that I completely LOVED Kiersten White’s take on Frankenstein with The Dark Decent Of Elizabeth Frankenstein!

That one felt like it complimented the original story, was highly creative, and was an interesting spin.

This one just kinda missed the mark for me.

I struggled with nearly all the characters in terms of being able to connect. I found that by the end, there wasn’t one that I even could find a preference for, my biggest issue being Guinevere herself. Yes, I know that she’s not meant to be exactly human, so I wouldn’t expect her to act completely like one, but she felt very bland, even when there were parts that were supposed to be conveyed as emotional for her.

There was no spark at all between her and Arthur, and when an attempt at a love match between them WAS made, I found it to be not only bland, but also not that convincing, considering how he spent most of his time away from her.

It felt like the writing was a bit scattered, and I wasn’t a fan of the bits where we are getting the Dark Queen’s POV.

There were times I felt that the storyline/writing regressed into what felt would be better for much younger readers as well.

HOWEVER, having said all that, I don’t want it to seem like it was a terrible book or a flop.

I liked the mystery aspect as to what really had gone on between Merlin and Guinevere; I liked that in this story, Merlin is portrayed as having a very blurry line between dark and light.

I honestly feel like the sequel will be better because all of the things left unsaid about Guinevere & Merlin’s relationship will start to be revealed; as well as all the questions Guinevere herself had brought up. IE: where she came from, why she there were so many lapses in her memory, etc…

Even though this one fell a bit flat for me, I’m sure it will still be a hit for many readers! It still has tons of potential moving forward. Plus, as I said before, I might just be biased with this subject.

I think for that reason alone, I’ll stay in the neutral with my stars: 2.5/3 stars for this one.

* I received a copy of this from the publisher and Netgalley for review. (Thank you SO much!)

All opinions are my own.

#bookreview #theguineveredeception #netgalley #randomhousekids

Thoughts on the upcoming book The Wickerlight, by Mary Watson, AND, bonus content: Head Trauma- AKA: This will make a great story later.

Wickerlight comes out November 26

I’m a little behind on this review, but I think I have a decent excuse. The universe is TOTALLY out to get me. Bad juju is afoot, I tell ya.

I pulled THE MOST EPIC OF ALL FALLS almost a week ago, which was not only hurtful to my pride, but also to my frickin head. I got my very first concussion, guys!

The scene of the crime.

Ummm, why is this picture up, Shelby? Well, it’s to help you visualize the violence that occurred that fateful day. 😆 We all joke about having a heart attack when you miss a step on the stairs, right? I was going down and missed FROM THE THIRD STEP UP. 😱 My foot went to land and it was nothing but air, baby.

Somehow my head was already moving with more momentum than my feet, so I basically pulled a Superman. I flew. What broke my fall, you ask? See that box fan in the lower left corner? That basically CLOTHESLINED the side of my head. Right at the ear. Anyways, I’m speaking it now to the universe: I’m good. I’m gooood. I don’t need another one of these. I still can’t walk because of the spinning head and nausea. Also there’s the stabbing headache. Oh yeah, and there’s that thing where I’m EXTRA tired and can’t concentrate. Makes it hard to be a book blogger/reviewer. ANYWAYS, on to the ACTUAL review!

The Wickerlight by Mary Watson

*special thanks to #bloomsburyya and #netgalley for providing me with a copy for review! (All opinions are my own.)

So… I wouldn’t necessarily call this book a sequel to The Wren Hunt, but maybe more like a companion novel, if that makes sense.

This book is unique in that it parallels timelines and events from the first book, but this time we get to see everything from David’s point of view, and also we are introduced to a young girl named Zara whose recently deceased sister played an integral part in how everything unfolded. (She was all up in the mix.)

If you’re not familiar with the basic plot line of these books, they take place in a little town in Ireland named Kilshamble, where Druid magic is still very much alive (although kept secret), and it’s passed down through two different bloodlines: The Augurs And The Judges. These two families have been at war forever.

In the first book, we got to see the Augur world through Wren’s perspective; in this one David brings us into the Judges world.

Dare I say that I actually really preferred this one to the first? Is that terrible?? I found the pacing to be much faster in this one, and I hate to say it, but I definitely prefer Zara to Wren.

I found Wren to be extremely naive and frustrating at times. I couldn’t connect with her. Zara made some questionable choices in this one as well, but at least we know that she’s driven by the death of her sister; wanting answers to things left up in the air.

David’s character was my favorite thing about reading this. We are only shown the one side of him in the first book, I LOVED seeing the true David.

As I said before, this feels like a companion novel, so I will say that this could be read as a stand-alone and work just fine, but I don’t think it’d be as enjoyable, as your brain automatically will flash back to timelines in the first book and it’s like puzzle pieces coming together. It’s pretty cool to see all the things that were happening behind the scenes.

I suppose the reading sequence is interchangeable, either way, maybe?

Bottom line: If you read The Wren Hunt and didn’t hate it, you’ll absolutely enjoy this one, in my opinion. If you haven’t? I highly recommend The Wren Hunt, but if not, definitely try this one still!

4 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Release date: November 26, 2019. Publisher: Bloomsbury USA Children’s Books/ Bloomsbury YA

Review: Gravemaidens by Kelly Coon

I feel so incredibly fortunate for the random little “gifts” I’ve been surprised with lately.

Little things popping up out of the blue to remind me that there is always happiness to be found, even when life feel like it’s THE WORST.

One of those gifts came last weekend while I was away on a getaway (another gift), and I was shocked to find that it was this: an approval to review Gravemaidens.

Gravemaidens comes out October 29!

I was certain my PTSD downfall had ruined all chances of ever getting publishers to look twice at me again; so first of all: BIG thanks to Random House. Whoever decided to hit that yes button, you have no idea how uplifting it was!

Okay, moving on.

Gravemaidens features a fiercely independent, headstrong young woman named Kammani. She’d rather not conform to tradition, she’d much rather follow her dream of becoming a great A-zu (healer) just like her abum (father).

She’s been his apprentice basically since she was a child. Only now, she’s finding herself with the burden of not only having to take his place as a healer, but in ALL the responsibilities.

Her abum is but a shell of a man after a series of unfortunate circumstances befell the family. They have lost everything.

Their father was once respected, they lived well.

Now, he’s a joke, and they’ve lost their status and been forced to live in the poorest part of town.

Status is one of the most important things in Alu.

But tradition comes first.

And one of the most highly celebrated and most important traditions is about to take place: the ruler of the kingdom, Lugal Marus is near death. This means he will choose 3 young maidens to journey with him when the Boatman comes to carry him to the Netherworld.

It’s considered to be of the highest honor to be chosen. You’re taken to live in the kingdom, showered with anything you desire, people celebrate and worship you. Until it’s time for you to join the Lugal and you’re sealed in the tomb to await the Boatman. But it’s okay, because he is taking you to an even BETTER life on the other side. People beg and pray to be chosen.

But not Kammani. She knows better. She knows that all it is is a death sentence for those poor young girls. Thankfully, the poor girls never get chosen.

Until they do.

Kammani’s world comes crashing down when they announce her little sister has been chosen as a maiden.

Now, Kammani has one choice: find a way to heal the Lugal so he doesn’t die. If he doesn’t die, her sister can live.

I read this to my husband during our long road trip, and I have to say we both loved it.

First of all, the book is SO atmospheric.

I’ve been very lucky lately in that I’ve reviewed a few books that are so descriptive it’s as if you feel like you can picture yourself right there. This is one of the better ones.

In this book, I loved traveling through the marketplace with the spices and smells of sizzling meats wafting through the air. I loved imagining the lushness and vibrancy of the fabrics. The sounds. The colors of the sky every day. I’m always amazed when an author can actually conjure those images out of me because my brain is very stubborn with that.

What really carried this story was the relationships between the characters and how well developed and individualistic they all were.

They all were full of personality, but their OWN very distinct personality, whether that be stubborn, funny or frustrating. Each one was FULL. And it worked, very well.

I WILL admit that an integral part of the ending was fairly easy to figure out pretty early in the book, but I’m not even mad about it.

This story had a lot of adventure, and a TON of heart.

DEFINITELY recommend this one! 4 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

* I received a copy of this from the publisher and Netgalley in exchange for a review. All opinions are my own.

Gravemaidens By Kelly Coon

  • Publisher: Random House Children’s/Delacorte Press
  • Genre: Teens & YA
  • Release Date: October 29, 2019

#gravemaidens #upcomingbookrelease #bookreview

When PTSD is the monster behind you: Why I disappeared, why I feel like a failure as a book blogger and reviewer, and why I have decided to tell you about it– all the ugly truth of it.

I am not the same person I was just a few short months ago. It’s crazy how fast things change. If you look at my previous posts, I was doing pretty good, feeling confident. Determined to reach what seemed like some pretty tough goals. Optimistic.
Life was coming together for me. I was starting to get noticed by publishers, getting approved for book reviews. I was pretty proud of myself.
Then, shit hit the fan.

This is the part where my brain doesn’t know where to begin, because I have so many feelings and thoughts running through it.

I SHOULD tell you my backstory… or maybe not. Does it really matter? It’s hard for me, because I do the thing that therapists say NOT to do: I compare and minimize my trauma to other peoples.
It’s not like I went to WAR or anything, so it would be embarrassing to talk about my trauma. What if people judge me?
My therapist said it’s not about the specific incident, it’s about the precarious tower of past pain it lands on. This one was the one that sent the whole thing crashing down.

Let’s just say that 3 years ago, I lost EVERYTHING I knew in one day. My security, my identity, AND, my family. I left the safety of that and moved thousands of miles away to attempt to pick up the pieces. Alone for the first time EVER in my life.
I was so messed up from it, I literally couldn’t speak for days.

Then, out of the blue about a couple months later, another life changer: I’m begged to come back. I can have my life back. (This isn’t a bullshit deal. It’s a real, heartfelt plea. In case you were ready to get your judgy-pants on.)

So, I broke my OWN heart this time, and I chose to leave all the people that had loved me so fiercely through my brokenness, and I moved back.



It’s tough to explain how it was when I got back. I thought I was okay, but something was off with me. I couldn’t remember how to express love anymore. It was the strangest thing. I had always been the most loving person. SO happy to see you walk through that door. Now, I could barely pull myself out of my head long enough to acknowledge your presence.
We chalked it up to an adjustment period. We knew that I had been through something horrible. So, we waited for the old Shelby to come through.
We waited.
And waited.
And the longer we waited, the more guilty I felt, because here I had everything I had ever wanted, someone jumping through hoops, doing EVERYTHING they could to emotionally support me, and I was just plain COLD. I could tell I was hurting the people I loved.

Long story short… Shelby never came back. Therapist says she’s gone forever. My brain actually broke. “Dissociation and depersonalization”
Not Multiple Personalities or anything, just, when it happened, the old Shelby got locked up somewere and lost.

I considered myself an empath prior to this.
Everything I did in life was guided by feeling. My heart was my compass. I’ve been living with a feeling of unease in my body every day. NEEDING to fix my soul, not knowing how.
Sometimes wondering if I even have one anymore.

When the first Anniversary of everything started coming near, I started feeling like there was a monster behind me. I withdrew, I got horrible anxiety. I felt definite PTSD, no doubt.

But, THIS year, I have no words for.

I’m not lying when I say it hit me like a freight train.

-I had nightmares so bad that I’d wake up with deep indentations in my palms from my nails digging in to my clenched fists.
-I would have a feeling of terror. I would be too scared to go back to sleep.
-I would wake up at 3:00 am violently, my heart beating out of my chest, sitting up and the feeling I had was one I can only describe as ‘I was sure something terrible had just happened. Like I needed to check on my loved ones, to be sure they were okay and alive.’
-I would oftentimes wake up and have to run to the bathroom to vomit.

In the daytime, I was just a MESS.
-My hands would shake, visibly, nonstop. So bad that I could’t even bring a spoonful of food to my mouth.
-I became MANIC in an attempt to avoid and distract myself. I would spend an entire day, glued to the computer, researching ANYTHING I could, desperate to find a cure for myself.


This included, but was not limited to:

  • Buddhism
  • Shamanism
  • Ayurveda
  • Tarot
  • Wicca
  • Mindfulness
  • Crystal Healing
  • Self-hypnosis
  • Binaural beats

There’s more, but you get it. I was in a COMPLETE state of desperation. Because my mind was unraveling and I could do nothing but sit there and consciously watch it happen.

I started thinking darker thoughts, turned on myself. Suddenly, all the things I had been so firmly against didn’t seem so bad anymore.
I felt alone.
Nobody could ever understand how I feel.
They can never understand what it’s like to feel like a stranger in your own body.
To feel the embarrassment of knowing who you USED to be, and who you are now.

Perhaps the hardest thing to admit publicly is that for some reason, I have been digging my fingernails into my arm so deep that before I realize it, my arm is covered in deep scratches and now scars. I don’t understand. I don’t want to be this person. I miss the old me. I grieve her deeply.

The WORST part of this last month and a half has been the way that my brain has isolated me from what I love: my Book Community, and it’s also caused me to not perform up to my standards for the publishers.

Believe it or not, THIS has been the hardest pill for me to swallow.
The thought that everything I’ve worked for is at stake and probably going down the drain.
Knowing that one day soon, I WILL snap out of this, and I’ll have lost everything (the ONLY thing) that brings me so much happiness in life these days.

To the publishers, and authors, that I have failed by not posting my review on here and my Instagram:
I am so terribly sorry. It was never my intention to half-ass anything. I consider it an honor to be chosen to review these books, and I hope it’s not too late to be considered in the future. I intend to still post all of those features on here within the week.

I apologize for how long this was. I just really wanted to explain myself.

The good news is, I’ve got some exciting books I’m reading, so plenty of reviews coming up, including:

  • Gravemaidens, which I just finished!
  • Wickerlight, (I’ll probably throw up a quick review of The Wren Hunt before that, since it’s the sequel.)
  • The Nameless Queen
  • The Iron Will of Genie Lo
  • Blood Countess
  • The Silvered Serpents (with a review of The Gilded Wolves)
  • The Shrike And The Shadows
  • Ruthless Gods (with a review of Wicked Saints)

So, as you can see, I’ve got lots of reasons to look forward to the future!!
I’m keeping my fingers crossed that there’s still a place for me in this incredible community, and also that you will please be kind in regards to what I said in this post.

Being Vulnerable is F-ing HARD. and SCARY. I’m human. A broken one. But I’m fighting too. Even if it’s not visible.

If you’ve stuck around to read this, THANK YOU.

Much love and happiness,

Shelby

Steamboat Springs, Colorado. SO Thankful that my husband surprised me by taking vacation days off to spend time with me, THEN took me on a getaway to a little condo right on the ski lifts!
Like I always say; Life is good… even when it’s TERRIBLE!

If you have gone through, or are going through any form of depression, anxiety, trauma, PTSD; PLEASE know that you’re not alone.

Also, I am here. I would love to talk. Not only for you, but for me too.
💕

#bookblog #mentalhealthawareness #ptsd #bookreviewer

The REAL mystery: can you take a stab at turning a beloved cult classic board game into a successful YA trilogy? Book Review: In The Hall With The Knife: a CLUE mystery, Book One

In The Hall With The Knife Book Review
In The Hall With The Knife is the first in a trilogy by author Diane Peterfreund. 🔪
  • By: Diana Peterfreund
  • Genre: Teen & YA/ Mysteries & Detective
  • Publisher: Amulet/ Abrams
  • Release Date: October 8, 2019

When I first saw this book, I was so hesitant to pick it up.

I have this “thing” with the whole:

“Let’s remake or bring back everything that was glorious from Shelby’s childhood…and then RUIN it”.
I’m ACTUALLY old. So I grew up in the 80’s.

Some of the atrocities that they have committed so far I will STILL get ranty about if you bring it up.
It’s probably crappy remakes that will push me over the edge one day. That will be what eventually turns me into a bitter old woman.

However, I HAD to give this one a shot, because CLUE holds a special place in my heart for sentimental reasons.

It brings back memories of good times with someone long gone.
Playing for hours, making the never ending rainy Autumn days in the Pacific Northwest seem not so long. Not a care in the world.

Remember those days? the ones that you THOUGHT were boring at the time, but you would give anything to revisit now?

Except, even if you COULD, you COULDN’T really, because,( I don’t know about you), but I know my brain is WAAAYY too “adult-y” to EVER roll around with “not a care in the world.”

The closest I come to that is in books. The perfect tool for escapism…

So, how did this one do on the ‘Head In The Clouds’ scale?

I. FREAKING. LOVED. IT!



First of all, hats off to the author, for braving some dangerous territory. Cult classics are never easy. She was able to creatively take the game we all know and love, turn it into a story, but somehow give it duality. The story is its own, but at the same time the reader is very aware of all the things that parallel traditionally as well.

The setting may be a secluded elite private Academy in Maine, but you can be damn sure we visited The Library, Billiard Room, Study, Conservatory, and even Secret Passages.

The weapons? Some are more obvious than others, but you will notice them all mentioned. It almost feels like you’re finding “Easter Eggs” here and there throughout the book, little nods here and there.

For instance: I think one of my favorite little plays on the original is the creative spin on character Colonel Mustard. He is replaced by a young man named Sam “Mustard” Maestor. A transfer FROM MILITARY SCHOOL. Do you know it took me a good while to catch on to that? JEEZ. I hate when you are kinda excited that you figured something out, but also, you know that you should probably be embarrassed at how long it took and NEVER speak of it. To anyone.

As for our characters: THIS is where it really counted for me.
I knew that the BONES of the general idea of CLUE were fleshy enough to make a decent story.
BUT…as I read the synopsis, ( Elite Academy, BIG storm, mismatched group of Alumni are forced to wait it out together… then BAM! MURDER…)
I’ll admit, my first thought was:
“If you make the characters some stereotypical, vapid, cliched versions of Prep School Kids, I SWEAR ON THE GREAT BOB ROSS…!”

I was actually extremely impressed by how well developed they were!
Here I was, thinking I’d find some cringy dialoge, annoying Middle School level drama, and that it was going to play out like a Soap Opera, but instead, I found a level of depth that was so refreshing.


Will you still have your typical stereotypes? Yep. Why?
Because, If we’re being honest, the game itself already has the personalities of each of the characters pretty pigeonholed into some stereotypical categories.


If anything, the author was able to take that and give these kids some backstories, some secrets, some insecurities to maybe give the reader some insight into WHY they have become these stereotypical kids.

I didn’t really feel that any of the characters were portrayed in an over the top manner stereotypically, either. If any, it’d be MAYBE 2 side characters, but in my opinion, that’s done in good fun, like a wink to maybe that character in EVERY high school movie EVER DONE.

Here’s what I have to say about the characters and the stereotypes. Because I’m sure there will be critics complaining:

YOU’RE GOING INTO THIS KNOWING THAT IT’S BASED OFF OF A KITCHY BOARD GAME FROM THE 80’S. (Maybe even 70’s. I should do my research before I get sassy.)
Anyways, If you can’t see the book for what it is, IT’S PROBABLY NOT FOR YOU. This isn’t Tolstoy. Have some fun and LIGHTEN UP.

So, anyways, the book is bounced around from each character’s POV as they discover a murder has been committed and each person subsequently tries to deduce what happened.

Are they safe? Is the murderer next to them?? GASP!!

As suspicions mount and paranoia escalates, so do the twists and turns.

If I had to summarize my experience reading this, it’d be just GOOD OLE FUN.
I’m so happy this is part of a trilogy, I’d happily read more.

I’d recommend this to anyone ( I thought this was funny, it says on the website: “Between the ages of 12-99” ) And I concur.

I’M GIVING THIS ONE A 5 KNIVES.
BECAUSE I JUST HAD SO MUCH FUN. GOOD TIMES AND NOSTALGIA WITH A TWIST.

*I RECEIVED A COPY OF THIS FROM THE PUBLISHER AND NETGALLEY. THANK YOU!
ALL OPINIONS ARE MY OWN.


IN THE HALL WITH THE KNIFE BOOK COVER
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Diana Peterfreund is the author of eleven novels for adults and teens, as well as several critically acclaimed short stories and a handful of essays on popular children’s literature. She grew up in Florida, and lives with her family outside Washington, D.C. Her website is http://dianapeterfreund.com

book reviews like this are too much fun!
This book Is the PERFECT read for a stormy, gloomy Autumn evening! Bring on the Hot cocoa and crisp leaves. I’m in the mood for Spoopy Season!!!

“The Top Ten BAJILLION Reasons You Will Fail at blogging” AKA: (apparently), just do EVERYTHING that I’m doing. WOMP.

Welcome to my sketchy book review blog. Will it be a success? According to Pinterest? Absolutely not.You know what, Pinterest?? I have DREAMS, DAMMIT!! And not only that, but I’m old as DUST, sooo, I’ve had this dream of being a book reviewer or something bookish for waaaay longer than you’ve even been a thing. I get it. I’m not a cool kid. I don’t know what I’m doing, because, again- OLD AF- but, here’s what I have to say to that:

I was the smartest kid in my class from the get-go. I could read adult books like they were picture books.
I have my Grandparents to thank for that.
I was raised by some pretty kick-ass Grandparents. If they were around today, I would be sure and tell them how grateful I am for that. Reading was a HUGE part of our daily activities.

I had daily dates with Grandpa in his special chair at a set time where we would read for an hour. Then every night, It was reading in bed, nestled up in the nook of Grandma’s belly, reading to her until I got tired or falling asleep to the soft cadence of her voice, just struggling to keep my eyelids open so I didn’t miss out on the story.

Mondays and Thursdays were the days Grandpa would take me to the library to stock up on books. There was a limit of 15, I always hit my limit.
And Grandpa and I had a little inside joke- He’d say: “Better get a bigger bag!!” as I was running to the car because he always snuck extra books for me on his card. I would usually have 3 read by the time we got home.

I was the girl with the room full of books. I was an only child, a painfully shy introvert. I spent my life in the pages of books. In books, I was never lonely. In books, I never felt awkward, or shy, I never missed having a normal family with a Mom…
Books WERE ALL I NEEDED.

As the years went by, I spent my days being your every day average nerd: I played Librarian, Teacher, I wrote books, I was an “Illustrator” and every holiday, all I ever asked for was either books or bookish things. Even Typewriters.
If anyone asked me what I was going to be when I grew up, It never wavered. It was some form of bookish profession. I mean, I HOPE I’m not the only one here that can say this, but I never really wanted to do anything other than read books. And lord knows, I wasn’t really that GREAT at anything else.

Let’s just fast forward to my late High School years.
BLESS.
I bet I don’t even need to write the rest of this story. I mean… what else does a smart small town girl with big dreams and ambitions do her Senior Year of high school DO but: get married,
get pregnant,
have 2 kids…

and

be a housewife for 20+ years until life completely DROPKICKS her and she realizes that HOLY SHIT…
I HAVE NO IDEA WHO I AM.


Take it from me, kids. ALWAYS remember to keep some of YOU, , no matter what. There’s enough of you to go around, WITH you saving some for yourself. Anyone that tells you different is ASS. And sometimes, that person is YOU. Don’t let yourself sell YOU short like that. TRUST ME.

This is getting, like, RANTY LONG. SORRY.
ANYWAYS, Here I am, old as dirt. not knowing how to DO anything.
All I ACTUALLY know is what I’ve ALWAYS wanted to do. My dream. To review books/ work in the publishing industry.


HERE’S WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE:
TO BE ABLE TO MAKE MY KIDS AND MY HUSBAND PROUD.
TO BE ABLE TO SAY, WHEN SOMEONE ASKS ME:
“WHAT DO YOU DO?”
I CAN SAY:
“PUBLISHERS SEND ME BOOKS TO REVIEW FOR MY OPINION, BECAUSE I FRICKIN KICK ASS. I’M SMART. I DON’T SIT AROUND AND DO NOTHING WITH MY LIFE LIKE PEOPLE TREAT STAY AT HOME MOMS LIKE. I ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING. SO SUCK IT.”
Or, you know… something like that.

So, I’ve been spending a SHIT TON of time online, desperately trying to learn how to make my blog look like it’s ‘supposed’ to, and do the things I need to in order to not be the joke.
I’m not kidding. I spent FOUR HOURS of my husbands day off trying to make a header for this blog only to realize that I had to pay for it and it was being held hostage. I spent the next hour and a half crying. Because I don’t have any money right now. EVERYTHING that I click on wants money.
I DON’T HAVE ANY. I guess. I’ll crawl under a rock now. Or perhaps I should go hop on the “Give Up Train”?

F- That.
I’m just gonna sit right here on the Struggle Bus.

I’ll sit here for as long as it takes, until I learn how to do the things, and get enough money to buy the right whatever… and until I start making some friends, and doing what it takes for publishers to respect me. (I know I sound SUPER CONFIDENT here, but help and tips would be appreciated. Like, to the point that I would probably cry thankful tears.)

So, yeah. That’s what’s going on up in here. I finished a couple books, though.

IN THE HALL WITH A KNIFE by Diana Peterfreund
and
THE EPIC CRUSH OF GENIE LO by F.C. Yee


So I’ll have some reviews up soon for those.
If you’re still with me, you’re a real trooper. Wow.
But, thanks. See ya soon.

How much is a memory worth to YOU? Book review of The Memory Thief by Lauren Mansy 🗝

I received a copy of this from the publisher and Netgalley in exchange for a review. All opinions are my own.

In the city of Craewick, memories reign. The power-obsessed ruler of the city, Madame, has cultivated a society in which memories are currency, citizens are divided by ability, and Gifted individuals can take memories from others through touch as they please.
Seventeen-year-old Etta Lark is desperate to live outside of the corrupt culture, but grapples with the guilt of an accident that has left her mother bedridden in the city’s asylum. When Madame threatens to put her mother up for Auction, a Craewick tradition in which a “worthless” person’s memories are sold to the highest bidder before she is killed, Etta will do whatever it takes to save her. Even if it means rejoining the Shadows, the rebel group she swore off in the wake of the accident years earlier.

Title: The Memory Thief

Author: Lauren Mansy

Genre: Ya Fiction, Fantasy

Publisher: Blink

Release Date: October 1, 2019

Seventeen-year-old Etta Lark never imagined herself going back to The Shadows, a rebel group she betrayed years ago.

But when an envelope arrives on her doorstep from Craewick’s tyrannical ruler, Madame, she’s left with no choice.

Madame has threatened to put her mother up for auction, which means that her memories will be sold to the highest bidder and transferred to them, ultimately killing Etta’s mom.

The leader of The Shadows is not happy to see Etta again. Her betrayal had consequences that nobody could forget. So he tells her she must embark on a dangerous quest to steal a map of a jail called “The Maze”.

“The Maze” is a horrific place in a realm ruled by a ruthless and widely feared man. That map may hold the opportunity for Etta to right some of her wrongs.

He partners her up with one of his pledges, a young man named Reid, and they set off on a journey neither one of them were prepared for.

There are so many wonderful things I could say about this book! I actually read the majority of it in one day. I just couldn’t put it down!

What I loved:

1. The world building was gorgeous, especially as Etta and Reid travel through the realm on their quest. I actually wish we could’ve experienced MORE travels.

I would’ve loved to hear atmospheric descriptions of all of the 4 realms.

Perhaps in a sequel?

2. The characters. I found the majority of the people to be relatable and super easy to picture in my head. Even those that weren’t actually there, but we only got glimpses of through memory flashbacks.

3. The flashbacks. Okay. I know that some people were bothered by the frequent flashbacks of memories, especially because they were used as a way to fill in the backstory. If this were a different book, maybe I’d be bothered, but in this case I thought they were appropriate. In fact, I actually really loved those little glimpses into her life before.

I also feel that it’s important to see the contrast between those special memories so that we can understand why she is the way she is now.

4. This got me actually really thinking a lot about my own relationship to my memories. How would I feel if at any moment, with a brush of a hand, I could lose one? What would I choose to give up? How would it change me in terms of who I am now if I erased the bad ones?

There are so many possibilities. It’s like a rabbit hole.

Now, to what I didn’t love as much:

There are a couple things I wasn’t that fond of, but they weren’t enough to make me want to throw my kindle or regret those lost hours of my life.

1. (Kinda spoiler): Insta-love. I will give this one credit, as this was a SUPER mild case.

It wasn’t over-the-top or blatant. Buutt, it was there, no doubt. I mean, they were only together for, like, a week.

2. There’s a point in the book where there’s a twist. At that point, it feels like the entire BOOK takes a twist with the pacing, intensity, and even the character personalities. I don’t really know how to explain it.

3. The ending. It might have been just me, but I was a bit confused and had to go back and make sure I hadn’t skipped some pages or something.

It wasn’t bad after I realized it was meant to be that way. I was just a little thrown off for a minute.

That being said, I don’t want those things to dissuade anyone from reading this book. Even with the above things mentioned, this is a wonderful book with a captivating fantasy world you can easily find yourself getting lost in, enough twists and turns to keep you on you toes, and a main character whose journey will undoubtedly touch your heart.

I would absolutely still recommend this book, in fact I just told my husband yesterday that I wished it had been one that we has read together. I know he would have enjoyed it just as much as I did.

Coffee talk:

What about you? Do you think you would want to live in a world where memories could be bought, sold, or even stolen from you? I think I’m a person who clings to the past a little TOO much.

I’ve been told I never live in the moment. It’s true. It complicates things. It brings on anxiety or depression sometimes, so maybe it would be a little nice to just hand one off and move on.But then I think about Etta. In the book, she’s a “Gifted”. Meaning she has the ability to take memories from people. Sometimes, she does it on accident.

When does that gift become a curse? How do you find the balance? How do you keep yourself from being a thief of something so precious?

I could honestly probably go on about this forever with 500 different variables. It really does give you something to think about! Feel free to chime in.

I know I haven’t really made any friends yet.

According to everything I’ve read on Pinterest about blogging, I’m failing. 😆☠️
I’m gonna be posting about that one very soon.

What if the ghosts of the Titanic were there all along? A review of Alma Katsu’s upcoming novel, The Deep.

  • The Deep
  • By Alma Katsu
  • Genre: Gothic & Horror, Historical Fiction, Suspense and Thriller
  • Publisher: G.P. Putnam’s Son’s/ Penguin Group
  • Release Date: March 10, 2020

I received a copy of this from the publisher and NetGalley, (THANK YOU!) All opinions are my own.

My review of Alma Katsu's Upcoming Book, The Deep

A terrible thing happens to me when I really love a book. I get tongue-tied, my brain goes blank, I can’t unravel the thoughts in my head and put them into cohesive sentences for the world. Lord help me. 

I knew I would love this book. A supernatural twist on one of the most notorious tragedies in history? Yes please.

What I wasn’t expecting was to end up with a book hangover. 

Yes, this is a psychological thriller. It’s eerie, mysterious, it’s got the sinister undertones… but it goes much deeper than that.

This story weaves us through multiple timelines and multiple lives. Our main character is Annie. She paves the way for both the past, where 4 years prior she was a stewardess on that Ill-fated Titanic voyage, and the present, where she’s now a nurse on Titanic’s sister ship, The Britannic. (Now being used as a hospital ship during World War One).

We’re seamlessly taken back and forth between the present and to the Titanic, where we follow the entire 4 day journey, up until the brutal end.

It’s on the Titanic that this book really is pieced together so masterfully.

We’re introduced to a variety of characters, both fictional and some you might recognize from history. 

Chapter after chapter follows a unique set of characters, each told from their own POV. 

This gives us a unique advantage in that as each chapter intertwines and the book progresses, we really are given an opportunity to know the cast on a much deeper level. 

Each have their own unique story to tell: troubled pasts, dreams they are just SURE will come true in America, fears, insecurities, flaws… and they are so well developed that you forget who was real and who was just fiction.

I was shocked to find myself getting lost in this book. Their aren’t many that can actually have me conjuring up the atmosphere, imagining I’m there, or feeling connected to even ONE character, let alone the entire cast. 

One thing I really enjoyed was reading about things that were normal back then, especially with the elite, such as the use of laudanum and cocaine, and the fascination with the Occult. How seances were no bigger a deal than an afternoon tea.

It also needs to be said I really appreciated that the unraveling of events that were of the supernatural side were so subtle that you almost weren’t aware they were happening, or if, like the guests, you could try to maybe explain them away.

Nothing was blatant. It was a very slow, undercurrent of evil type thing. 

This book is one of the best I’ve read in a long time. It’s not only got the paranormal factor, but it’s also got twists and turns, it keeps you guessing, and you don’t know who to trust. And most importantly, it has depth. (No pun intended).

I just found Alma Katsu ‘s previous work, The Hunger, based off of The Donner Party on sale for kindle on Amazon for $1.99. You better believe I snatched that right up! 

I HIGHLY recommend. This is one of my top 5 reads so far this year. 

Solid 5 stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Alma Katsu, Author Bio

Alma Katsu https://www.almakatsubooks.com/ is the author of The Hunger, a reimagining of the story of the Donner Party with a horror twist. The Hungermade NPR’s list of the 100 Best Horror Stories, was named one of the 21 best horror novels written by a woman, and was selected as a most-anticipated Spring 2018 pick by The Guardian, Bustle, Pop Sugar, io9, and many other media outlets.

The Taker, her debut novel, has been compared to the early works of Anne Rice and Diana Gabaldon’s Outlander for combining historical, the supernatural, and fantasy into one story. The Taker was named a Top Ten Debut Novel of 2011 by Booklist, was nominated for a Goodreads Readers Choice award, and has been published in over 10 languages. It is the first in an award-winning trilogy that includes The Reckoning and The Descent.

Ms. Katsu lives outside of Washington DC with her husband, musician Bruce Katsu. In addition to her novels, she has been a signature reviewer for Publishers Weekly, and a contributor to the Huffington Post. She is a graduate of the Johns Hopkins Writing Program and Brandeis University, where she studied with novelist John Irving. She also is an alumni of the Squaw Valley Community of Writers.

Prior to publication of her first novel, Ms. Katsu had a long career in intelligence, working for several US agencies and a think tank. She currently is a consultant on emerging technologies. Additional information can be found on Wikipedia.